This last week has been a difficult one. Getting ready for yet another move. Having strong mold reactions to my apartment. Finding another place to stay so I can keep working. Missing people and weekly rituals. Crying a lot, because my body is so tired, and that’s all I can seem to do sometimes.
However, I’ve found enough strength for each day. And as I went to work every day, I was met by the smiles of kids, of their observations that brought me into a different world. One student is a keen observer of animals. During our lessons, he would tell me what bird was flying through the backyard. He would watch for the hummingbird at the feeder.
Others gave me book recommendations! (And these are students who don’t like to read very much! 🙂 Yet, one story almost brought me to tears. One parent told me that as she told her son about some changes happening at school, including more time being pulled out of the classroom to work on reading, he responded, “But mom, I just want to move far away, and live on a farm and work the land. You don’t need to read to be able to do that.”
He continued, “I don’t need a fancy house or fancy cars, but I just want to live with the animals and adopt some of them.” While the mom thought the innocence of her son was touching, she went on to tell him, that while his life plan sounded nice that the world revolves around money.
My student, her son, reached out gently, touched his mom’s arm and said, “No mom, the world revolves around friendship.”
I almost cried, but then I smiled. This student can be very difficult, yet he has a soft heart. He’s empathetic and sees the world through the eyes of one who struggles. The poor in heart, those who are often left out and forgotten, who are constantly vulnerable and live on the fringes–they really do see God.